Wednesday, April 25, 2007 / 3:58 AM
Boooo! It's just craziness. Sometimes, I do get myself on my nerves. It is all about knowing so much and too much, worse, i just can't treat it as a piece of rubbish information - processed and shit out.
Booo. It is really nothing to do with intelligence or how clever you are. Wisdom, maybe. Just have an willing heart to learn, you learn more. It's like 'read more and know more'.
I am just not clever enough to swallow whatever I know or learnt. It is just so much information overflowing and somehow dictate my thoughts and actions.
Booo at myself. I think some people might have experience this before, that you are slowly converting to what you
know (not necessarily beliefs). It's scary, and by the time you realised, *dang* it's over and you have done it. Craziness. Or maybe there is just another person living within me, somewhat familiar and strange connections whereby I am able to approve and let it be when things are happening, while on the other hand, you never get to know what actually happened until it is over. Or, so..it might be a better idea to know less.
I am a dumb lass.
