Thursday, February 19, 2009 / 11:50 PM
for how many times we must go thru the same lesson to learn?
It's incredible. =)
I wanted to die from my heart pumping too fast. i thought it was going to burst out of my body, like kebaboom, my body bursting into a few pieces, then my heart on the floor, still pumping fast.
:O
I wonder why.
I wonder how long it need.
I wonder if I am gg to die from hypertension someday.
I wonder what else that happens is going to make me feel like that again.
Sigh. I think i need some anger management course.
Then I realised how important it is to recognise the feeling you are actually experiencing. I have no idea it was anger which I was experiencing prior starting to ramble about it.
Words just flow out.
Once you know what it is, it will be easier for you to handle and hopefully tackle it. I like to take every chances to have a better understanding about human's reaction, and each time I have a totally new experience about it. Sometimes, I am amused. else, happy or angry. and then I will evaluate my own feelings. and I always learn more about myself and people around me.
To you, it may be a reflex action.. and to me, it just tell me a little bit more about you.
